Went out for a walk today! It was a great feeling to get outside. I feel so much clearer from it. I’m working on changing the cycle, putting time into creative and fun efforts instead of the self-destructive ones that I’ve been. Instead of ignoring the problems, working with them to find solutions.

It’s confusing, it’s frustrating, but it’s important. Job applications won’t happen overnight. I have to take this slow. I’ll fall apart otherwise.